Rach Rants

2010-07-04T01:52:00.000+08:00

Hai people,I've shifted to rockrollhero.tumblr :)

YOU MAKE ME WANNA,

2010-06-25T01:15:00.008+08:00

Hi all,today's the first time that I stepped into town since the June holz started hehehe. Have been a studious kid mugging at home all day,like fo real hahahaha.
-Ipman:the legend(???) Was naizeeee! (Y)
-POOLED,HK-CAFE,TIMAH FOR K :)

Do I look better in bangs or with side fringe? :(
Anyw,im feeling v guilty for not really studying since last week. Sucks.
LIFE'S GNA BE BETTER :) I hope....

Hornets

2010-06-24T00:44:00.002+08:00

Am hating my bangs.
But loving my tan :)

BACK

2010-06-23T00:18:00.003+08:00

Im back from Tioman,like one day ago.

Sorry,I really dont feel like updating this space anymore.
I totally see no point and I believe my life will get better. Just believe.
Bye folks.

Finally

2010-06-15T00:16:00.002+08:00

Life really sucks big time for me. Sometimes,I really just feel like hiding at home and run errands alone. But on the other hand,I also feel like going out and have fun,releasing all the stress in me. But unfortunately,the latter is quite impossible for now. My results had made a very huge impact on me,and I know if I dont buck up now,I will regret for the rest of my life. I know Im not cut out for studying,so I guess I've to study even harder than the rest,yes? Idk why,but I'd became very temperamental nowadays. I feel like Im not me anymore,the feeling is hard to describe but yehhh,I just dont feel like facing the world. I really feel like giving up on basketball. I've deproved so much that I cant even put in an underbasket during a match like wtffffff?!?!
I really hate my life alot right now,period.

Hey,soul sister

2010-06-02T19:05:00.002+08:00

Life is XCORE mundane and stressful for me right now. D&D camp for this entire week and we will be studying approximately 8 hours a day. NAIZE! I miss the good ol' times with mai dearest clique :"( I want to go for xcore cycling again at ecp and picnik :"( My results are sucha wet blanket and srsly,time flies. It's like alrdy June when I can still remember vividly about me and tina complaining that it's only Feb. Time flies when you're caught up with stuffs. 4 more months~ Time to buck up. I really really dont wish to disappoint myself and my love ones.
Life sucks when you need to face the reality. I've run away from it long enough,but still I'd to face it NOW. Everything seems to be happening so coincidentally and sometimes,I wonder if it's done on purpose. Owellz,I shant ASSUME :)
First match on Sat. Surprisingly,I aint really looking forward to it. Feeling damn unprepared and aya,no confidence yknow.... Everything is damn fucked up.

Wont be updating this space anymore until smth interesting happens :)

2010-05-29T13:55:00.001+08:00

I.will.never.ever.get.myself.wasted.again.

The abandoned

2010-05-23T13:23:00.004+08:00

I've so much to rant about but I just dont know how to put them into words.
I've wasted my sat away as Im running a fever and I guess i'll not waste my sunday away too. Shall do some productive chinese work l8r. Results are super disappointing,even my best subj is a disappointment too :( No use crying over split milk yes? Really feel like doing smth to my hair,but no I will not any impulsive decision

I really feel like closing down this space.....

2010-05-15T02:25:00.009+08:00

3AM in the morning.
K,so this pretty much sums up what im doing 5 hours ago hehe.

2010-05-14T23:12:00.002+08:00

Harrrows people,been long since I update this space. Been having exams for this entire week and true enough,it's a very tiring and stressful week. I think my targets for my subjs are dashed. Altho i did put in effort,but wellz,I guess it's not enough. I still need to work doubly hard to achieve my desired results. Left with two more papers but I think I still deserve a short break :) Town today for Ipman2 and yes,it's naize :) Not those borang martial arts movie which I thought it will be. Service tmr and i doubt I will be studying too,shall study on sunday hehehe. O and my thighs and arms are like getting flabbier by the days,need to jog!!!!! Will start jogging twice a week from next week onwards. I think I really need self-discipline. Neeways I've photos but I doubt I'll be able to upload em cuz I think my pc crashed. Ayerrrrrrr and post-exams activities for 3 consecutive days are MT intensive program W.O.O.W hahaha no choice. On a side note,I really cannot wait for June holz and my tioman trip ^^
So,this is a super boring post of my life. And,I dont feel goooood :(

2010-04-24T22:32:00.005+08:00

This pretty much sums up my friday :) Crashed SP in an attempt to study but failed miserably. Town afterthat.

Midyears starting next tues and im not feeling the tension. Welllzzzzzzz.

Be Appreciative

2010-04-18T21:59:00.008+08:00

This week was a hectic one. Felt like I didnt really rested at all. The weekends were draining too as I had to get out of bed earlier than my usual body clock does on weekends. Owellz. Neeways,my new phone=iphone ^.^

And I should know that I dont have the rights to expect much from the start so yeh,I should be appreciative of what I have and how people are treating me :) 3 on 3 today and we emerged champz <: And I got sunburnt and my face is like so RAD now hahaha. Didnt studied at all for this week and Im feeling so guilty :(

Shall turn in now,too shag for words.

Randomz

2010-04-12T21:40:00.003+08:00

1.Im tired of this same old draining routine
2.Dont consult me for opinions when at the end of the day,you'll be pissed with what I have to say.
3.Did I gain weight?
4.I want my blackberry!!!!
5.I need help in Maths. Anyone?
6.Someone in my school is a major turnoff. SIGHHHZ
7.Tuesdays are always the worst day of the week! Trng+Tuition.
8.You cant have the best of both worlds.
9.Mind your words. It may seem like a passing remark to you,but a huge infliction on others.
10.My fringe isnt growing :( :( :(
11.I cant seem to concentrate when studying nowadays.
12.My chem still sucks despite me putting in effort in it.
13.My stamina dropped alot!!!!! I dont even dare to go running now.
14.I've SS and History test tmr.
15.This post is just wasting my time!!!!

Owellz,I really want to study but I cant seem to concentrate! Urghz,I keep thinking of some random stuffs and keep worrying about something but idk what isit. K,I think i've gone mental.
BYEZ AND HAVE A NICE TUESDAY TOMORROW!

Irreplacable

2010-04-10T23:18:00.011+08:00

K hiiiii! Happy girl,cause my mom literally agrees to all my requests nowadays and that includes getting me a bb!!! Most prolly getting it next week,she better not change her mind!
I met my long-lost 17s yesterday and it was as usual,good :) I HARTZ OUR GOSSIPING STYLE~ hahahaha.

Love

Fail

2010-04-07T20:41:00.004+08:00

Im officially down with a fever. Srsly,I shouldnt be falling sick as sucha crucial point of time when exams are nearing :( Sighhhh,it sucks when your efforts are not paying off. But wellz,every failure is a learning experience,yes? Positive okay,I'll definitely not give up so easily :)
Baiii off to sleep!!!!

Streaks

2010-04-04T18:24:00.006+08:00

Nana's 16th bday!!!!!! More piczzzz with nana.
K I can predict a super boring life from now on. I havent been mugging lately,too many distractions.s
I woke up at 1,nua till 3,attempted to study fr bio,failed and went back to sleep again! W.o.W and im hungry now.

And yes,Im getting braces sooooooon :)

My life would suck without you

2010-04-02T08:09:00.011+08:00

Thanks for everyone who helped ystd. Sorry fr being sucha nuisance.
Sometimes,I wish Im a stronger person.

On a side note,clash of the titans=naize.

Random

2010-03-28T22:08:00.003+08:00

Jamming today. Im feeling so stressed up

I miss korea :( SIGHHHHHHH. Hope it is not the first and last time that i'll be gng there!!!!!

Monday blues~~~~~

My lifesaver

2010-03-27T01:02:00.007+08:00

This pretty much summed up my friday. Sports day > night swimming, Owelllz,cant expect much since my exams are just round the corners. Constant reminder to self: Studies are my main prioirty for now~ Woooosh! And monday's the day!!!! I totally regretted making sucha stupid pact with tinaho when all I get is just disadvantages :( Korlian muiz. But nvm,I believe I can do it <: OOOOO,this yr's sports day is utterly screwed. I think the whole system is entirely screwed up. LIKE EVERYTHING Y'KNOW. Wtf manzzzz. Ah whatever la,like srsly. K,my life isnt any better tho. MARCH IS CURSED! Alot of bad stuffs happening to moi time and time again. And holyshit,my face is like filled with pimples?! SUX2BEME,like srsly.

I hope I will stick to my decision afterall :)

Eenie meenie

2010-03-21T00:02:00.032+08:00

Hiii earthlings. I know my posts are like getting shorter and shorter by the day but owellz,my life is mundane :( Cant expect much from someone who is taking her O's this year. Nvm,7 more months and I'll therefore endure~ C'mon it's alrdy March,and with this one week holz ending,it means mid-year is juz round the corner. I.needa.buck.up. Term1 results are like a wake up call for me,I needa stop my bo chup and slacky attitude and stop playing!!!! So people,dont jio me out unless you're jio-ing moi to study. Attempted to study for this short break but i failed miserably.....Wellz,I dont ever stick to my damn plans la,all thanks to temptations!!!! Okehhh I swear that I will really control moiself this time. And I've another issue and that is,I dont save money. Friggin broke recently and the feeling sucks. Fml la and now i've two huge pimples and it's there for about a week! FML!!!!!!!! & my fringe is miserably screwed too..........:( :( :( Sho sadddd.

Neeeeeways,was at Xue's 17th shades partayye juz now :) Heeez,enjoyed myself esp. when we're dancing sorry sorry. KEWL!!!!!

Fri was spent at town playing lan and pool.

Lamo potato gang ftw \m/

2010-03-14T21:43:00.006+08:00

Life sucks when you are peniless.

2010-03-13T00:50:00.002+08:00

Term1 results like ke buang only :(
But it's okay,I will come back better!!!!!!

You are my saving grace

2010-03-06T23:07:00.001+08:00

No one no one no one~

2010-03-05T23:32:00.000+08:00

I really dont feel like updating.

2010-03-02T17:26:00.000+08:00

Geez my life is so boring.

Team dinner

2010-02-27T01:02:00.021+08:00

Haiiii,yall have played a big part in my secondary school life and never will I ever forget the times we trained so hard under the sweltering sun,surviving through those 5km runs and of cuz,fought like a dog during every match :) Love yall alot!!!!

Oh,and this is my dearest coach with his kewl face here. Although you always scold me,but nvm,I forgive you okehz ^^ HAHA!!!

& Hiii Player #3 Jieying,dont know if you'll see this. But still,thanks for spending your own free time to coach us despite it not being your responsibility. We really appreciate your efforts :) And of cuz,not forgetting you always giving me encourgements,giving me the confidence that I need. Thank God fr sucha naise senior like ya ^^

For the meantime,I need to sort out my thinkings and feelings wisely.

Happy buff-day peishan and valerie!!!!

2010-02-22T18:23:00.008+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DA 22ND FEB BABIES :)
May all your wishes come true okay and love yall truckloadz!!!!

Hiii val,happy buff-day <: Hmmm,glad that we became more bonded since we first hanged out tgt!!!

And let's spend more time tgt plucking songs okay,moi guitar partner hee heez. Happy 16th and heeez,you can go fr underage party and watch nc16 muvees alrdy ^^

Taypuishannnnn,pwease we must stay in contact no matter what okay. You're moi really good fwenz and i really like to gossip with ya cuz you've unlimited amount of info (Y) And thanks fr always giving me encouragment whenever i need them be it in the past or present. Will miss youz loads :( Once again,happy seventeenth <:

Nothing beats hanging out tgt as a clique. Naiiiise :)

You hartz moi face? ^^

Clique united

2010-02-21T00:43:00.016+08:00

Basically,Im happy for today :) The main reasons are I get to see the girls that I hadnt been able to see since they graduated and I won mooolah :) HEEEEZZZZZZZZ. My birks are giving me blueblacks,like ke pain only. Damn annoying like srsly. Oh I havent been studying lately when I should be. Fuck,Im like totally in a holz mood now,i only feel like gambling everyday. These are only some picz from my cammy,more at shandy's and pesh's cam :) I like pesh mom,so naizeeee and friendly ^^ Okie dokie,aku velly tired so i should sleep nao bye world :)

BLAH BLAH BLAH

2010-02-20T01:54:00.005+08:00

Town to get our birks today and we're all happy galz ^^ I proclaim myself as a broke kid after tmr cuz we're gng snow city and having steamboat and poker session fr peishan and shandy's advanced bday celebration <: Kinda excited to see da girls after so long since we last met.... Neeeeeways,val's crib fr steamboat today to celebrate her bday in advance. STEAMBOAT FR CONTINOUS 2 DAYS,FWOW. Sec4 life really sucks ttm,it sucks even more when you dont have the damn drive to study. It gets even worst when you dont meet your own expectations. Everything looks so bleak :( fml pwease.

2010-02-18T20:56:00.002+08:00

No one can unds the disappointment that im feeling right now. I cant succeed in any muthafucker dog thing. I try and try and try,but I just fall harder each time I try. WHYYYY?! I'd that much of confidence,but i just have to fail myself time and time again. I should just fuck myself and die.

BYE WORLD

^^

2010-02-16T22:40:00.010+08:00

Today is cny day 3 and I proudly proclaim myself as a happy kid fr today~ Lady luck has been shining brightly on moi today and it means moolah moolah come to momma :) One shouldnt be greedy right,so I should be satisifed with my winnings :) Like finally okeh,after two days of losing. HAHAHA OKAY IM HAPPY LA,anyone feel me? HeeeeeZZZZZ.

School tmr,like cock only.

CNYYYYY

2010-02-16T02:53:00.008+08:00

Hiiii people. CNY this yr can only be sum up with one word=SUCKY. Obviously,the main reason is lady luck hasnt been with me like last yr. SIGHHHH. Really really hope later will be a gud gud gud day :) I.WANNA.WIN.MOOLAH!!!!!!!! And the worst thing is when everytime when Im winning money,I continue to play happily and then pooooof,i will lose all my moolah without me knowing. SIAN TTM ANOT?! So i learnt my lesson alrdy,next time win alr,RUN. Kay,enough of my whinings~ But the feeling really suckz y'know :( Sherlynwong,I know you feel me. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Been looking damn cui in peeks nowadays. Wazzzz wrong manz srsly. Everything is like friggin screwed :(

03:17,turning in nao to prepare fr later's gambling. WOOSHHHHHH~

CNY eve

2010-02-13T12:48:00.008+08:00

So..........................................
Town ystd. Nothing eventful happened xcept fr something (Y) (Y) (Y)

Have an enjoyable cny eve lata~

2010-02-11T22:49:00.002+08:00

Today was naise :) Advanced V'day celebration by singing Karaoke,our every year rituals fr single ladies okehhhhz ^^

Tmr's a self-proclaimed holiday for me :)

Team

2010-02-08T20:25:00.006+08:00

I know this picture was like taken 2 yrs ago,but we'll take one team pic very soon okehz :)

Our season has ended. But on a happier note,we ended it with no regrets right. I believed each and everyone of you on court has given all out fr this very last match,and Im really proud of yall :) It is really very heart-warming to see all of us still hanging on there,cheering for one another,fighting fr every ball even tho we're losing. Altho we lost,but it's a good loss and a match which everyone has sorta overcome their mistakes,righttttt :)
Basketball has made up a huge part of my secondary life and I really treasure all the time we spent tgt as a team. Those torturous training under the hot sun,those 5km that we've to run but we still managed to survive through them. The debrief juz now had made me realised the strong bonds that we've and how our contagious our tears are hur. Juz like the saying goes"One for all,all for one" Heee,so it's right that we all cry tgt as a team.
To sum it all up,my secondary school basketball journey had been wonderful and memorable. I've grown and learnt alot and all these will be a part of my memories,for eternal :)
My basketball journey will most prolly end here. Kinda bored luhhhh,playing the same sport since pri school.
I guess it'll be long when I will next touch da orange ball :) My only commitment fr now will only be studies and nothing else :)

Till then,X

2010-02-07T21:21:00.006+08:00

It's monday again tomorrow. Im anticipating tomorrow's match,I really x1000 wna win and Im sure the other party wants too. It all depends on us peeps,and I pray hard that I'll focus on the match tmr..... No regrets manzzzzzz :) I wanna go back to the good ol' days.....

X-country

2010-02-06T00:05:00.007+08:00

Today's smile is genuine :)

X-country this yr is crazy and of cuz,GOOD :D I got my desired position and I really thank God for that. I nearly had tears of joy okehz,this shows how much this x-country means to me. Owellz,happy fr myself yippppeeeee~& gratz to tuna ho too ^^ But the drenching part sucks ttm srsly. Was alrdy running a flu in the morning and then,it had to rain today out of all days. I proclaim myself a sick galz now :( Hate catching the flu bug. Me and Qi were like crazy women shouting in the rain 1,2,3(in malay) CHIONG arrrrrr. Getting high under the rain sibo?! HAHAHA. & we juz cant stop cursing and swearing at those taxi drivers whom refused to stop for us. O and I luv walking in the rain,cuz no one knows Im crying hur hur hur :) HAHA. Getting drenched is bad enough,getting drenched fr long hours is living horror. Damn eeeewwwwz and disgusting.

Timah fr pool after that,the sec3 peeps joined us too. I guess they've enjoyed seeing those epic faces of mine,hor :) Shall upload the other picZ next time,my com beh song.

Totally shag and I have yet to mug fr my 3 tests nxt week :( I need to find the drive back.

2010-02-04T19:57:00.003+08:00

It really sucks to be me.

To sum it up,today is one of the worst day of my life. My whole morning was spent being overwhelmed with guilt,fretting over other people's problem,self-reproaching and feeling uper screwed. But when I come to think about it now,I just think that people really needa reflect on their own actions and be true to their words. And I always had to find out some ugly facts that can really fuck my day up. Was scolded like HELLA by coach during trng. I really need to wake up,I know I hadnt perform really well for the past 3 matches and Mon's the last chance to prove myself. I dont wna regret and I really hope that I wont disappoint coach and most imptly,myself.

On a side note,tmr's X-Country. I know I can make it to my desired position with You around :)
Totally pysched fr X-country!!!!!! Heeez,im enthu muizzzzz :D

& I dont wna think no more. I'll stop hoping,now.

2010-02-03T13:42:00.001+08:00

My spine cui ttm. 30 degrees. I should start running,like srsly.
:(

2010-01-30T23:24:00.004+08:00

Imma happy galz fr today cuz I finally shopped after so long :) Heeezzzzzz,sense of satisfication y'know. School has been very hectic and everyday when I reach home,I 10 pm automatically knock out. This is how draining school is. Owellllz,endure fr this yr only yehhhhh. My whole body is like friggin' hella aching and okeh,I wna sleep liaozzzzzzzzzzz :) NightZ and tmr Im gna hit da stadium fr some hxc chionging :D

2010-01-29T23:54:00.004+08:00

Firstly,Im friggin' disappointed with myself. I dont know what has gotten over me,I can just miss open lay-ups fr the past two matches,not putting in my shots maybe due to overwhelming nervousness and not being able to defend my man well. Im just a sucky center who dont have the height,size not to mention bout the skills. Everytime I see my man scored a basket bcuz of my lousy defence,I feel like killing myself. How many balls did my man score today,maybe if my man didnt score those,we wouldnt have lost. I know I played like shit during the last quarter and really,it's not bcuz im worn out or what,it's just idk what happened to me suddenly. ah freak.

I know it's no use reproaching myself now,cause the least that I could do to amend for all these is to give my infinite effort fr the match on 8Feb. I pray that it's not gna be our last match,but our first match ahead to countless victories :) Nevertheless,it's imperative fr me to gain back the confidence that I once have. Lord,I need You.

Lastly,Im sorry mates. I failed to be a good center :(

It's not the end yet :)

2010-01-25T19:16:00.002+08:00

To sum it all up,everything boils down to the word BAD today :( Today's match against huayi was definitely a bad loss,everyone is just simply not on form. But Im still proud that we managed to chase back the score from a gap of 15 to 4. Altho,it aint a victory but Im sure that if we played like how we play during the last quarter,victory will be ours fr the next two matches,yes ;) POSITIVE PEOPLE <: & not forgetting to trust in the Lord too.

Kinda disappointed with your thinking tho,this is definitely not the way to save yourself from all those awkwardness. I dont want things to end up this way,period.

2010-01-23T22:32:00.002+08:00

I hate me.

On a brigher note,we won our first match.

4 more days

2010-01-18T19:24:00.002+08:00

Thanks shandy :)

4 more days,Im feeling the tension........

2010-01-17T00:18:00.002+08:00

I wish everyday could be spent like this :(

I dont want to studyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!

2nd

2010-01-15T23:53:00.002+08:00

Yall are the best thing that has happened to me in my sec sch life :)

Im done with the 2nd week of school,and Im alr running out of breath. Had been having trng fr the past 4 days and no doubt,it's really draining all my energy away. Hope our hardwork pays off and it's better late than never rightttt :) To some of my mateys who are feeling rather demoralised and lacking of self-confidence,just train hard with the remaining time we've k,and believe that our hardwork during trng times will be paid off during the match. So,dont doubt your hardwork ogay and think POSITIVELY :) I know we can do it peeeps ^^
Amaths has become a part of me,Im facing it like everyday :( Hope Im getting the blardy hang of it.
& last but not least,congratz to my girls who scored well fr their O's. Im really happy fr yall and esp vans,you zai :)

Tomorrow=No Amaths,No Basketball~

2010-01-10T21:34:00.003+08:00

Some overdued picz from the last night of 2009. Looking at those picz,I suddenly realised that how our small our clique had become in school. 13 people reduced to 5 people now,how sad. & I also realised that our lots aint as easy as what it seems to be. Am.beginning.to.feel.the.tension. But on the contary,Im quite excited too.

Ogayyyyyy. Guess we just have to make the best out of the time we're left with now :) :) :)

Luckz to those who're getting back their results tomo!!!! And on a side note,I hartz banana milk ^^

First week

2010-01-08T23:02:00.006+08:00

Harrowz people,the first week of school is finally over and Im extremely glad. Really cant wait for O's to be over LOL even tho Jan isnt over yet!!!! Wellz,all I can do is to just study hard for now yeh yeh yeh and of cuz,shut my mind off unnecessary thoughts too. Guess this is God's will afterall so as to keep me off distractions and of cuz,moulding me now fr better things in future,amen :) Guess I will really really pull up my sockz this yr to get into the course I want. I know I've been revolving around the topic of I will really really study hard and yeah,I know I failed to do so. K just buck upppp rach :) & warning: never ever sit beside tinaho in class! She totally luvs to sabotage me,always make me kena scolded. && today when I was sleeping in SS class,the teacher woke me up and I claim that I was thinking HAHAHA. Damn funny and I couldnt stop laughing. Oh and the lots for B div are out!!!! Really hope we can make it fr our last yr!!!!!!!!!
Im srsly damn worn out now thanks to today's trng and idk why,my cheeks are burnt!!!

Boys like Girls is coming to town on the 28th Jan and I so desperately want to go fr their concert :( $$$$ is the main concern and apparently,Im peniless now. I tried my very best to scrimp and save every cent that I have fr this week but to no avail :( Hopeless ttm.

I sucks,life sucks too. I listen to The Great Escape when Im emotional.

Luv my style? ;)

2010-01-03T16:38:00.002+08:00

Everything is screwed up. Tell me how to continue from here.

02/01/2010

2010-01-02T23:01:00.003+08:00

Hartz all <3

2010

2009-12-31T12:36:00.012+08:00

The four of yall have been the closest to me during 2009.

I luv it whenever we ranted about how dunearn sucks.

Thanks yall fr always being there fr me :)

& im really glad that yall still stuck with me till the last yr of our sec sch life despite me being so loud,crazy,noisy,irritating,unglam and guailan :)

Hartz yall to bits!!!!

Hai my dearest clique,I will definitely miss the sec4's.I know it's quite obvious that we drifted alot from each other as the sec3's and sec4's both have different commitment and goals to achieve this yr.But we still managed to spend some quality time tgt which is good ^^Am really glad that Im able to spend the last night of 2009 with shandy,peishan and huishan and of cuz,my sec3's galz :) The good ol' days will definitely be etched deeply in my heart and really,nothing beats hanging out tgt as a clique :) The laughters and joy we shared when gossiping about people,going shopping tgt,picnics,seoul garden,poker times,bullying one another,hxc cycling at ecp,steamboat,camwhoring,haji,town,club at vans crib,steamboat and many many more........

Still remember our pact? To meet up on every last friday of the month!!!!! <:

2009 hasnt been really kind to me. The downs were definitely more than the ups but wellz,all these downs moulds us into a better and stronger person yeap!!!! :) I have learnt quite alot this yr and Im sure all these will lead me to a better yr ahead. I picked up guitar this yr,changed from side swept to bangzzz,learnt how to be independent(emotionally),learnt how to be cautious towards humans and most imptly,I got to know an awesome God <: Met many new friends this yr due to church and I learnt how to be more sociable and not to give strangers my dao face like I do back then.

Studies are like a truckload of craps and shits in 2009 and it taught me that last min work dont work out!!!!!

2009 passed in a blink of an eye and I really cannot believe that it is 2010,it's my last yr of sec school life when the images of sec1 life is still replaying so vividly in my mind(hor,tina :P),last yr of touching that orange ball,4 yrs of f/s with my clique. Ah,everything is happening just too fast.

Whatever isit,2010 has arrived and I shall pray that everything will be smooth-sailing fr me and with that I shall excel in my studies,cca and of cuz have a good r/s with all my loved ones :)

A brand new yr,so brand new resolutions too aight (8

1.Not to succumb to THE temptation

2.Study hard

3.Not to disappoint my loved ones

4.Hit 170cm!!!!!

I hartz 2010,2010 hartz me XXX

31/12/2009

2009-12-31T12:01:00.003+08:00

I srsly became a tone whiter ever since I came back from the korea trip. Esp my face!!!!!! :(

Anyhoo,tonight is gonna be a gud gud night :)

LAST DAY OF 2009!!!!!!!!! Like ke fast only

2009-12-29T23:08:00.004+08:00

I know you guys must be wondering,whats up with the tongue-sticking out picz nowadays.
Caught Avatar today. Was not bad luhhh xcept that I cannot stand their "RAHHH" and the weeping sound,irritating ttm. Nua-ed with xiaosher at cck park after that. Omg,2 more days and 2009 will be ending. Kinda excited tho,cuz 2009 basically sucks ttm fr me. But thumbs down to school reopening,im dreading it.

Korea trip 09

2009-12-26T23:37:00.014+08:00

Im finally back from korea!!!!! And the bad thing is,Im starting to miss korea nao :( The cooling weather over there and those cute guys for me to drool at :( Sianz ttm. The food there sucks anyw,totally not my type.
My first and ever trip to Korea was pretty good xcept fr the fact that I have to spend xmas eve night in the hotel room nua-ing away and then sleep! Pretty "happening" eh. SIGHHHHHZ. Hope countdown would be good eh. It snowed anyw.......K nothing much to elaborate. Shall just upload some picz cause im real lazy. Toodles~

Ski-ing is really not my type. As you can see,Im trying hard not to fall down fr the i-dont-know how many time. BAIK rach.

It's real snow!!!!

SNOWING!!!!

New Moon

2009-12-16T21:55:00.006+08:00

K,so I finally caught New Moon.
The show was a-okay fr me,it wasnt that draggy afterall tho.

Im watching ya

=Nothing

2009-12-16T00:31:00.003+08:00

My new baby :)

Am so glad that I will be getting my ass out of this country fr 8 days in 2 days time!!!!!!!!
Life has been getting more horrible by the days. Spare me from all these Lord.

2009-12-14T23:08:00.004+08:00

Ej camp pic part II

8 days

2009-12-13T01:07:00.005+08:00

Steamboat at da Neo's place just now.

Part I of the peeeks only,rest in Shandy's cam.

Pimples outbreakkkkkkkk):
& I wna get my new guitar sooooooon!

It has been 8 days.........):

Camp

2009-12-12T13:10:00.003+08:00

K so here are so of the peeks from ejcamp. Wellz,this is my first ejcamp and yes,I feel so blessed and favoured now.I've received alot from pastor and no doubt,Im really happy that i came to this camp :) Weeeeeee~ I became like a roasted charcoal but still perhaps not to the extend of winning sherlynwong ;) HAHA!!!!

Neo's palce for steamboat later. Eggcited fr the food,Eggcited fr being able to see my flenxxxx ^^

Hiiiiii

2009-12-07T17:29:00.006+08:00

SARANGHAEEEEEE PEOPLE.

Aku will be back on fri,till then mizz me ^^

& O i decided to be bangz muiz again :)

2009-12-05T22:33:00.001+08:00

Im always there for people who needs me,but who will be there for me when I need someone.

Case 39th

2009-12-03T22:30:00.005+08:00

Out with da galzzzz ystd! :) Neo finally came town with us for like the 1st time I guess?!!!! Caught case39th. Buay pai worxxx the show,tio scared fr quite a number of times haha. Like ke noob only.

Bad

2009-11-30T23:10:00.001+08:00

*Poutz* fr today

Pretty Pweaseeeee

2009-11-27T22:02:00.006+08:00

Haizzzzz.

Tanning with da 2 bitches today at Faith's!!!!! Finally saw faith after a week or smth,get well soon hokayzzzz <:
Balled after that and fwow,I think im turning into a basketball freak soon. 4 days in a week spent with the orange ball,cool or whut. K and that explains fr my muscle aches now): Dont complain rach!!!!

Aku got another big RAD pimple,on my cheek,like AGAIN.

Our signature pose <:

Im'a tell you one time

2009-11-25T23:56:00.020+08:00

Out with Tina,Val & Sherlyn ystd.

Ho,enjoy your trip in thai awrightzzz. Meanwhile,sherlyn and I will definitely enjoy trng ^^

Dont become a bapok when you're back :)

Sorry but center parting is the new black <:

Aku wna go shai tai yang!!!!!!!

Yingqi Torres 15th Birthday Chalet

2009-11-23T13:18:00.007+08:00

Soooooo,Neo finally uploaded the pics after donkey yrs <: Not much pics of me neeeways,so yeap.

Life is currently going downhill fr me.

"Always look at the brighter side of life" So easy to spill it out of your mouth,yet so hard to swallow it.

Shall not say much here cause wellz,somethings are better left unsaid :)

Found out some ugly truths about you. How am I supposed to react or rather feel.

You sark

2009-11-17T23:00:00.004+08:00

Aku's back from chalet.

It was fun for the overall,xcept fr the fact that I lost 30 plus buckarooos): ): ):

Im.one.broke.kid.now

Survived with only 5 hrs of sleep and there's a huge ulcer on my gum now shingzzzz yo.

If I were to wallow in self-pity now,I'd be the biggest fool on earth(:

Nostalgic

2009-11-10T01:20:00.005+08:00

My jumping skill epic fail.

EMO MUIZ FER LIFE \m/

Pink sunniez club!!!

Neeeways,life has been terrible nowadays. Nothing fr me to anticipate when I wake up every morning. Just feel like lazing in bed all day long,being a dreamer.........Sighzzzz,amma no life kiddo ): Cant wait for 18 dec,Korea here I comeeeeeee. & the worst thing is,we have no trainings until next week while I guess the other schools are having intensive trng): Guess we're hopeless fr next yr eh. Must work out tmr no matter what,I have been getting the lazy bugs,shingz pweaseeee. I miss 2007. I miss 2008. Oh wellz,rach,snap out of the past and face the reality kkkkz.

K im being whiny again. Aku stomach cramp now,nehneh.

Break your little hartzzzzz

2009-11-07T23:18:00.008+08:00

Mah instructors :>

Liberation is here. Yessah,one more yr in this sucky sch and Im outta it :>
CIP @ Desaru was (.....) The chalet was literally living nightmare. Intitally,we had to stay in a chalet that looks like it had been abandoned fr yrs and infested with rats?! Oh manzzz,horror. The only thing that I really enjoyed bout this camp is the Cip activity at the pri school. The kids are sucha cutiepie :> altho they refuse to admit Im cute HEHEHE. Miss the kids and not forgetting my two instructors):
Slacked my days fruitfully away hahaha.
Town on fry-dayyy. & I proclaim I hate shopping naooo(cuz im in a cash crisis)
IN A CASH CRISIS. SIGHZ): ): ):
Need to exercise!!!!! I KNOW I KNOW I've been ranting about this ever since. DO SMTH BOUT IT THEN RACHHHH!!!!! K,I jio people now to go swimming/jogging with me nao okayyyz.
Money-the most vital source in this world

PIZZZZ OUT,WITH A ):

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Overdues

2009-11-02T22:50:00.008+08:00

Just some of the overdued piczzzzz~

Cip overseas trip @ M'sia fr 3 days 2 nightz. Miss me peeps :D

Wii fr naooo,it's uper fun I swear.

PIZZZ OUT \m/

2006

2009-11-01T23:05:00.003+08:00

2006 style~

301009

2009-10-31T13:06:00.003+08:00

WWW AND SUSHI.

Hee,I swear im fking bloated and tired afterthat.

And the aftermath of eating too much sushi is terrible.

Halloween today~~~~~ & I so wna play mahjong.

SIGHHH SIGHHH

I will pick ya up when you fall,

2009-10-27T23:29:00.009+08:00

Irrational

2009-10-24T00:58:00.003+08:00

Had a fit with my mom two days back. Initially,Im already alright with her cause she talked in quite a nice and amicable manner to me,so I decided to be a gracious daughter and forgive her. THEN,she had to pizz me off again. She friggin wants to make things difficult for me,wants me to make choices right,fuck you,cause I want all!!!! I WILL NOT BUDGE.
Haha,okay I guess yall wont unds the whole story. But the main thing is I was so frustrated and fuming that I actually wanted to run away from home. HAHA,fking funny. K neeways,I have nothing to say about my exams results. Hmm yes,I did studied and before taking the exams,I was hoping that I could fare better than my mid-years. But after taking the papers,apparently,I changed my mind. Cause to me,the papers were all so hard this time that I have no confidence in any subjs xcept for chi and eng. And the topic that I studied for history didnt friggin' came out. I was so demoralised and dejected and all I could ask for is a pass in a few subjs and let me be promoted to sec4. My chinese and eng were a-okay :> Failed emaths and amaths and this is the reason that I quarrelled with my mom. And the most unbelievable thing is I actually passed my history!!!!!!! Thank God to the maximum ploxxxxx amenamenamenamenamenamen!!!!!! I thought history would be a total goner cause i knew nuts about the SEQ ques,but heeee I passed on the dot :D :D :D Another hairpeee thing is,I PASSED MY CHEMISTRY OVERALL. I swear this is da miracle!!!!! I failed my paper,I think I failed my term3 too,and I really didnt know how the hella did I pass. But nevermind,the impt thing is that I passed and it's enough to make my day ^^ If this is a friggin' prank,I swear I would strangle the person to death. Monday is da day,if I pass my ss and bio,then I will pass my combine humanities and both sciences!!!!! (Y) Then most prolly I wont have to drop to sub sci next yr and most imptly,I can secure my place in sec4 and prove the mother-fuckaaa wrong!!!! Hiak Hiakkkkzzzzz.
My right leg is screwed to the maximum now. I have got two huge blueblacks and I have much difficulties walking now. Slipped and fell from the toilet stairs at bugis just now. Sighhhhz.

Omg,this is sucha a long-winded post. I wna sleep but I cant sleep. Wthellllzzzzz.
K me gna think of a plan to conquer my mother now baibaiz mizz me.

Cloudy

2009-10-20T01:01:00.004+08:00

Cloudy with a chance of meatball today. Mhmmm.
I own in L4D AND CS MUAHAHAHAHA \m/
I own in BLACKJACK too MUAHAHAHA\m/
Actually,im just kiddang.
Plox Plox Plox,I want sentosa later!!!!
Wed is in a day's time. Dreading it alotttttttt :'(
Need to shed my tummy fats. It's like inflating day by day ohmanz.
But Ima currently in a too-lazy-to-exercise mode how????!!!!!
Gah,I WANT TRAINING! It's the only way that I can jian fei.
I hate my fringe I hate my fringe I hate my fringe
I hate my huge thighs and curved backbone. Shit them.
I am so broke and I am so upset
Still hating you and im so glad you're outta my life
Why am I so guillable?!?!?! Cant believe that I actually believed your motherfucka wordz.

Geeezzzzz,I know im super whiny cuz a tired galz is a whiny galz. SO BAIIIII!

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY

2009-10-18T22:08:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday Faith!

Im so so glad that you managed to pick up my guailan-ing skills for the past 3 yrs.

*Smacks kisses*

*Warning Faith,you might have never seen sucha nice pic of ya before*

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8!!!!!

2009-10-17T02:15:00.015+08:00

Yay,finally no more of staying home on fridays! A great day out with the galzx for Faithy's advance bday celebration! :> We'll have more of these outings after the sec4's O's ogay :D The more the merrier,that's so true manz! Muvees,steamboat high until people need to quieten us down,poker,snapz,laughters and more fun and more funnnnn! :> Awesome,I totally luv this kinda of life.

My mood is -1oo% now. So many things are turning me off currently. *THUMBS DOWN*

Miss Nerd

2009-10-16T12:05:00.001+08:00

Meet Miss Nerd
Yay,cant wait for later!!!!!!!!

Threesome

2009-10-10T00:35:00.014+08:00

Awrightz,so Im almost done with my eoy's,just 3 more papers to go~ Endure Rach,you can do it!!! My history and Emaths is a gonecase for sure. The stuffs I studied for history didnt blardy hella came out?! I know nuts about writing for my essay,so ya=epic fail. Emaths paper 2 was way too hard goshhhh,im prepared to flunk it.

Exams are really draining all my energy away and they're the cause for my pimples outbreak!!!!! Thursday is da day! ^.^

Anyhooo,met sam and tina at bishan today.

Took lotsa piczzzz.

Kk,wont be updating till eoy's over.

I proclaim myself as a studious kid eheheheheheh!!!!!!

2009-10-04T00:46:00.003+08:00

My head is spinning,my nose is itching like hell. Please God,dont let me fall asick at such a crucial time now. I absolutely hartz exams,and exams absolutely hartz me ^^ I hope Hitler policies can all be squeezed into my pea-brain after countless time of reading it!!! Social Studies sarkz,S'pore policies are all so long winded and gay urghxxxxx. Need.to.study. Just endure for these 2 weeks,hxc hxc hxc then huat ahhhhh! Im totally stoked fr the stuffs Im gna do after exams. HXC EXERCISE TOO!!!!!!! Everytime when I look into the mirror,I feel like strangling myself,my tummy is too depressing for words :"(

Im happy and sad. I cant seem to pen down how I exactly feel.
Im a green-eyed monster!!!!

2009-10-04T00:05:00.003+08:00

Light up my life.

2009-09-30T16:31:00.002+08:00

Hi world,Im currently overwhelmed with angst. It's okay if you tell your close friends,but it's definitely not okay if you are spreading it to your school mates. And the worst thing is,you still told them a lie about me flirting you when you alr know the damn truth that the whole thing was a dare from my friends,a prank. Understand? I mean like,if you told your mates about it before I told you it's a prank,then well,I have nothing to say of course. But the thing is,after you know that it's a prank,you still have the cheek to go around telling people that I went to flirt you. Hey c'mon please,I know you're trying to use this chance to let people know that someone actually praised that your basketball is good(which is what I claimed). But I hope that you're clever enough to know that whatever I said,it's just part of my prank and I hope that you would stop living in self-denial about whatever I claimed about you that is good. It was rather weird when I actually told you it's a prank,you aint in the least angry at all and you were like rather fine with it. Oh,but now I finally unds. You wanted to seek revenge by spreading to people about me flirting you and let people think that Ima flirt. Great move indeed. Now that you've succeeded,awesome much isnt it. My reputation is completely ruined. Owellz,I guess I shouldnt have started everything in the first place. Now that things have landed into this state,luckz fr me then.
But as long as my close friends know Im not what you guys think I am,I guess it's enough afterall ;)

2009-09-21T00:17:00.000+08:00

What now? Exams,books,Exams,books.

2009-09-16T17:10:00.000+08:00

Oh noes result slip is corrpted.
Im.so.dead

2009-09-12T23:31:00.005+08:00

2009-09-12T00:44:00.001+08:00

Bye rockrollhero. Hi tumblr!!!! ^^

090909

2009-09-09T23:34:00.002+08:00

I know it's been almost a week since I last update this space. Solly uh no feel to update this space and life has been rather anti-climax and mundane. Feel like ditching this space(rockrollhero) and shift to tumblr!!! Have alr created it but still contemplating if I should shift. Yes/No? Neeways,today is 090909 and yeah nizeeee :) Must quickly chiong finish this post before 090909 pass! I feel so nooob.
Today 8 of us are hairpee girls who went shopping at town and I guess all of us really dropped this time! Far east>Ion>Far east>Ion>Wisma>Far east AGAIN. Tell me,tired anot?! My feet are aching like niaozx nao but it was definitely worth it hur~ Been so long since I bought something hee hee miso happy ^^ Snapped alot and waiting for misstoh to upload them.

I guess I should really get onto some serious business with my bo.oks now. But no vibes leh,how :"(
2 weeks since I last exercised. *Feeling my tummy bulging out* GROSSSSS!!!!!
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SO............
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Tomo be a guai muiZ stay at home and study
Tomo morning go jogging

YAY!!!!! K SAYONARA! :D

2009-09-07T23:59:00.001+08:00

Feel like being a tumblr kid!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Speechless

2009-09-02T16:01:00.005+08:00

Life's too disappointing for the meantime.

What do you see

2009-08-27T20:27:00.004+08:00

Sherlyn and me da loving side ^^

Neeways,we're just trying to pose as loving couples HEHEZ

We're the happy 3 friends plus Faith!!!!

Gotta start on my revision soon and stop slacking.

Friday tomorrow ^^V

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERLYNWONG!!!!

2009-08-26T20:14:00.012+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 15H BIRTHDAY TO SHERLYNWONG!!!! :>

15 pictures for you on your 15th birthday ^^V Chio pictures of the past and present!!! We've known each other for about 5 yrs plus but sadly,out friendship only started to bloom during sec2. You've been a great and caring friend towards me for these two years and I really appreciate it alot altho I dont say nor express it out kayz. From always supporting my decison,lending your helping hand towards me,always there to accompany me whenever I need someone,always knowing my bad habit at the back of your hand,knowing what reaction I will be giving next when im unhappy,covering my mouth when I yawn and many many more. Hee hee,sucha meticulous friend.........NOT.

Neeways,hope you'll not be so emotional and stay happy always

And ya! Dont be so guailan :D

Dont forget that we're BY2

& BY2 4 LYFE \m/

15TH

2009-08-24T21:25:00.010+08:00

24/08

Yay,Im finally 15!!!! Cant wait to be 16 now.
Neeways,thanks to all the peeps who wished me!!!! I really appreciate them alot :)
& yesssss,thanks to the four bitches for my balloon which idk where isit now.
& thanks for the cake too,which i didnt even eat at all!!! The damn greasy cake on my face caused a pimple on my cheek now. Thanks hur,SHERLYN,WED YOU DIEEEEEEEEEEE :D

Oh thanks Renee Tang for your magical cookies too :>

Pics from Sat's outing:

#1: JUMP

(When you say jump,I say jump how high)

#2:Still trying to JUMP

#3:Still trying to JUMP.

#4:Still,to no avail.

#5: Forget about it Rach,you fail jumping.
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& Now,the finale HEHEZ.

Each of us took a "dao,bitchy,act cute,jump" pictures.

Hee hee,Plz check out our own pictures from each category and vote for the winner plzzzz.

HAHA,I THINK I OWN MANZX \m/

"Guailan I say"

"Trying to be bitchy"?!

JUMP JUMP JUMP!

Ya la,sibei dao.

Alluring pits

Can you hear my heart calling out for you

2009-08-23T01:08:00.005+08:00

A rainy night is akin to an emotional night.

Thanks to the girls-Peishan,Shandy,Faith,Tina,Sherlyn,Valerie,Huishan for making the effort and spending your precious time to have a COOL picnic with me today! I really appreciate it alot :>

My 8 balloons all burst in less than 5 minutes?! Maybe it's due to tuna hole's presence hee hee
I fell down 8 times today while rollerblading and I lost 7 bux in poker. Fwow suay!!!!!
Bet we all had a great time playing "Eagle catch xiao chickZ" today and our non-stop remix of spamming of picz! Waiting for shandy to upload tmr!!!

Hey sherlyn,your card is rather chio :>

HokayZ,tonight is a velly nice weather to sleep.
Hitting the sack now,G'night all!

Recurring

2009-08-21T23:12:00.002+08:00

You've unknowingly became a recurring theme in my life. It sucks to the max. Here I am,sitting infront of the computer,feeling all irritated and jealousy burning inside me. I want,but I cant. 3 more days to my bday,13 more hours to sherlyn's and my advanced bday celebration. I was so anticipating it previously,but now,all I could only hope for is things to revert back,when I hadnt made that impulsive move.

Balloons and Bubbles make me happy.
Sometimes,a short convo can make a difference to one.

2009-08-21T19:57:00.001+08:00

Im turning 15 in ..... day.

Remorse

2009-08-19T16:04:00.004+08:00

My moment of impulse screwed everything up.
When I look into the mirror,then I realised Im such an ignorant and selfish brat.
I only bother about my own well-being and totally ignoring yours.
Everything is screwed up in that split second.
Who else can i blame but myself :"(

How I wish I'd a time machine,to turn everything around-Cuz whenever I think of it,it wrenches at my heart,deeply

Neeeways,some kool pics.

Tuna hole,be glad that I didnt post your sec1 rebonded chio bu pic.

I need a happy pill

Ol' Days

2009-08-15T22:55:00.003+08:00

Im like so bored now.
So i decided to go back to my friendster and check back fr some KOOL testimonials.
It's really funny and yeah,i miss my life back then :"(
Neeeways,decided to post some of the most interesting testimonials i had.
Cuz my old friendster account was gone so yaaaa,not the worst haaaa.
& I realised,sherlyn is a charcoal baby weeee~

FAITH
08/26/2007 6:54 am
RACHAEL
hahas i wan th layout too !
im so nice t rite u a comment
hahas t
akecare bitch !
`f a ii th(:

SHERLYN
09/16/2007 1:23 am
Ohmy .
Stop denying pls ;D
HAHAHAHAHHA ! ;D
You are a slutttyyBitch ! ;D

SHERLYN
11/21/2007 7:08 pm
aye!
dont think got dimple sexaye hor.HAHAH!
love&missss you luh!

SHERLYN
03/14/2008 5:17 am
AYE I'M NOT ORH.
I'm CHARCOAL BABY.
Yay!:D
XOXO.

Disheartened

2009-08-13T20:22:00.003+08:00

Disappointed and Demoralised with my studies.
I study also fail,dont study also fail. So might as well just slack all the way and FAIL~
Perhaps im deemed to be a failure from the start. Ya,no point trying,it's just a waste of my fking time and efforts. I really envy those who slack but still,can produce good results.

I hate people who dont appreciate what people have done for them.
Sometimes,a little "Thanks" makes alot of difference. You dont have to reciprocate,just by appreciating,it would definitely plaster a smile on my face.

Sighzzz.
Till then, i can only describe myself with one word
Failure.

2009-08-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

Im so kiasu and i took the most HoneyFlakezzz.

Decided to keep it to myself afterall ^.^

Enjoy Enjoy~

Good ol' days

2009-08-10T19:10:00.013+08:00

Happy Sixteenth Birthday!!!!!!

Altho you can be really irritating at time,HAHA.

<3>

My 2009 National Day was spent at Marina like the past 2 yrs.

Yuki Yaki > a random place to "watch fireworks" when we can literally see nothing > green patch to poker & lost > home sweet home ^.^ Nothing much happened borang borang borang.

2007 national day is still the best and the most memorable of all.

I can still remember how me tina and faith was attempting to squeeze through the crowd which were mostly bangalas to look fr Pesh & co. And the thing is,we ended up watching the fireworks in the midst of all the bangalas and it was soooo stuffy and the three of us are sweating like some cows. Damn no atmosphere manzx.The worst thing is,we're wearing skinnies!!!!! Haha,so we learnt our lesson and swear not to wear skinnies for the rest of the national day celebration. Oh yeah,not forgetting our cool stripes shirt? ^^And thats the yr when i really get to see the fireworks,decently at least. & Sherlynwong,still wna blow aircon anot???? (Inside joke) HAHAHA.

Ah the good ol' days,i miss them so badly :"(

I quote "Im in love" HAHA

Thumbs down to school tomo~

And i caught "UP" today with my brather~~~~