Saturday, February 28, 2009

Town yesterday.
Val's place today.
Practice guitar tomorrow.

Pics below. Contains some fuckface of mine ^^





Check out mah fuck face yooohoooo~






Dreams of you on replay,but what's the point?

I must not give up so easily!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My blog is like so dead and boring. Spice it up by leaving a tag prrrrease.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

I've been craving for my ben and jerry choco fudge since early in the morning at school & YAY,my crave is satisfied yoooooohooooooo~

I merely passed my bio test and i failed my hist test by one mark! :(
But on a lighter note,I'VE GOTTEN AN A FOR MY EMATHS TEST THIS TIME! You may think it's no big deal,but hellos,im a maths failure so yay im satisfied for now.
Been raining cats and dogs for the past few days and no doubt,it makes me feel so emo. Lotsa things have been running through my mind for these few days and HOW I WISH :(
Life's too short for regret yawwWWWW

& before i forget,HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SHANDY TOH! Hope you had a sweeet 16 xo!

\m/ imissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouimissyouandidoubtyouevenknowmypresencelifesuckstothemax

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

Present not past.

Monday, February 23, 2009

B div has ended for us and i thought i can finally have more time to study and practice my guitar,but noooo,training will resume next week and we'll be working doubly hard for next year. I can foresee the image of us under the torturous hands of coach. You reap what you sow,so i must persevere!!!!!! I admit im a lazy fellow,so i hope i will have the determination :) Anws,my back is aching like shitz now and i still have sports heats tmr,just die. Im so effing broke now and i seriously need to start having the habit of saving up!!!! :(

So many :( :( :(
My mind is twirling and whirling right now,im trapped.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Hi and im having the monday blues,AGAIN. Anws,i was woken up abruptly by my irritating mother today when i was reaching the climax of my dream! I was damn fucked up when i couldnt get back to sleep anymore. I know it seems quite dumb to get so worked up over a dream,but HAHA,im always so LOL. So,i went to meet sherlyn and we went to lot one and makan and then to cut my hair and it's so much better than my old hair which is like friggin thick. Then to sherlyn the black house and i attempted to study but failed. Ended up taking spastic and retarded peeks of myself and i shall only post one up cuz too ugly ar hehez :)
& tmr,c'mon lets fight our way to victory altho it's gna be our last match=)

& the scars remind me,that the past is real. Thank god,im immuned =)

Happy Birthday To......

SWEET 15 VALERIE! :D
(Altho im not very close with you,but still xoxo's for you!
Hope you enjoyed your 15th bday yaw!)

&&& Next is to TayPeiShan my ass!!!
We've been ass-holes for about 1 yr plus alr,and altho we drifted quite alot,but still,AHF yo <3
SWEEET SIXTEEN! & yes,you're 16,can watch NC16 alr.
Be strong girl,we're always here for you xoxo!(:

Went for service today and it was good! :) Celebrated Peishan's,Val's and Shandy's in advance! Had steamboat and bugis and i'd my fill of the lalas and mushroooms! Yooohoooo~ Haji lane after that and we played 21 dot again and i won mooolah damn happy yooohooo~ Slacked there and i cabbed home around 12 plus. Quite alot of photos and i look crappier than usual in all the pics,shall just post up a few to spice up my un-entertaining blog. & oh,i vomitted and it's black in colour.
Me: Papa i vomitting leh.
(Walks over and look)
Papa:Orh vomit then go toilet bowl vomit la,tell me for what.
Me: Wdf(?!?!?!!)
See,im lacking of love T_T

Retarded.



& we'll be back stronger and better next yr. Dont be too complacent.

&&&& HIGH SOCKS IS THE NEW BLACK.~ YOOOHOOOO!( IM GONNA STOCK UP ON LOTS OF HIGH SOCKS!)

Friday, February 20, 2009

I've something to announce and that is me failing my Amaths test. & the worst thing is,i got only ONE mark. Damn disappointed in myself. Altho i've expected that i will fail,but i didnt expect that i will fail THIS badly,plus i've got tuition. Horrendous manzx,i really gotta do smth bout it :( :( :( Anws,today is the last training with the sec4 girls=JiaJia,XiaoXuan,Peishan,YingXue =) Will miss you guys aight. Monday is our very last match and chance to play tgt as a team,so lets play hard and jiayouz okay :D Next year,we'll be back. Strong and Sturdy!!!!
Neeways,celebrating peishan's & shandy's bday tmr and Val's on Sun=Pok. Over trival matters,worth it?

I've yet to bathe so ciaos! =)

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Lessons were oh-so-boring as usual and there's maths test tomorrow. God,i didnt have tuition yesterday,as usual i catched no balls of what Ang Chin Chuan was talking about,so im just prepared to flunk my damn E maths tmr and tio kan by my mom. Standard HAHAHA. & lady luck is so not with me today,i lost during 21 dot session again. I realised everytime i play 21 dot in school,i will NEVER win. Bad luck. Lost against jurong today and idk whats wrong with me. Damn lethargic and worn out now,but i still gotta study for my Bio test(which is not gonna be easy) & Emaths test. Life's sucha bummer. & friend,i miss you alot

Aight,gonna mug hard for now.
I need to sort out my thinkings someday.

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Disappointment:(
I knew i would never make it far.


DIDNT ATTEND SCH TODAY DUE TO MY SPLITTING HEADACHE.


MATCH AGAINST JURONG TMR. CAN WIN MUST WIN WILL WIN

Red means goodluck hehez :)

Monday, February 16, 2009

I hate to be kept in suspense. Quick.
School has never be interesting to me before.
:(

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Let fate decide


Sherlyn wong is my pillar for yesterday & as an appreciation towards her,i kissed her 3 times. HAHAHAH.
Hor,sher-roach?! *Winkz*
Idk why do i look so enthu in that pic. ZZZ.
Okay,more pictures nxt time after niang send me.
SS AND HISTORY=SHITBALLZ.
Somehow,this wait aint getting nowhere.
Eff. How i wish i could let you know that I AM always here for you :(

Yesterday's Valentine.

(Happy) Belated Valentine :)
Valetine has just passed for an hour and 30 minutes.

So,my V'day was spent with some of my girls. It's wasnt that bad afterall xcept for my darn oxford heels that really make me hands down. I swear im not gonna wear it out again,vans the best after all!
& thanks tinaho for piggybacking me,my feet really cmi alr.
Saw the rose on the above pic,i bought it for myself. Like wdf,so pathetic and loser :(
Kbox session and then chill at town till 12 thn cabbed home.

Im feeling so giddy right now,my head weighs like a stone. Fuck, and i cant believe i had only ONE meal today.
That's so unlike rachael. If you know me, i eat alot. & my stomach is growling now. Wtf -.-

Friggin giddy now and i feel so unwell.
Gonna sleep now,g'nightz and it's gonna be monday again! :(

(More pics at weining's cam)



Boring life,Boring posts.

I finally opened up my heart to you....

Friday, February 13, 2009

I cant wait for tmr! Cause im spending it with my FRIENDS :)

Thursday, February 12, 2009

pret de moi dans mes reves ,mais c trop loin dans realite

School was like usual,boring shit.Xcept that we'd combined recess today.
Amaths test is a gone case, regretted like hella for not listening to a.c.c when he is teaching today.
Cause an exact ques came out. Can i just kill myself? My treat,G-O-N-E :( :( :(

I can see the weekends coming. Yoooohooooo~ Finally a break from all the sch work.
Life's sucha bummer at times and dont be too stuck up yo. It's not like only you have ya,HAHA :)
We still enjoy our life like THAT,heh \m/

& fuckface is the trend nowadays. Me,faith tina & sher cant stop having non-stop remix of our fuckface manzx! :D Aye,do check out our fster for our fuckface,cfm irritate the shit out of you.
Im not gonna put my ugliest pic now,maybe next time? For some entertainment. HA :)

Gonna pom pom alr. CIAO =)


Somehow,i dont feel a need to prove myself to you anymore. MMMMMMM :)

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Films of the past;

Two words: Worn Out.
Match today was.......Idk why but i just dont feel anything much,maybe i've done my part :)
Im having aches all over my body now,so not in the mood to study for my Amaths test tmr.
Wlaooo,but my tuition teacher said that he would treat me to FOOOOD if i pass my amaths test. Right,my motviation~



(2008,damn long alr)
I've an sudden urge to take neoprintz yesterday during maths lesson,so i texted sherlyn to take neoprint with me after school. But there's no neoprint machine nearby,so we decided to take during SAT! :D
SHERLYN WONG,YOU PROMISE ME ALR HOR. HAHAHAHA. Better fulfill your promise,if not you dieeee :P
&&& speaking bout neoprintz,it makes me think of the time when we're only sec1's. Heh.
K enough,im gonna mug now.
Tooodles~

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I can do better than you;

Check out my fuck face. Hahaha.

Luvs
Crucial match against newtown tmr 3pm.
CAN/MUST/WILL WIN!!!!!!
My head is spinning now,off to shut eye.
ANW,I LUV SCOLDING SHERLYN,IT GIVES ME A SENSE OF SASTIFACTORY.
Sadisctic or what? HAHAH :D

Monday, February 9, 2009

This feeling is stirring my stomach

How much i wanted to.....but i can't.
Who will grant the chance to me? The answer will only be You,this will be the breakthrough for me(I believe).

PS: Dont take me for granted.
PPS: Im dreading 4 periods of maths tmr.

Everything im doing,feeling,brooding over right now is so UNLIKE me.
Or rather there's only one thing that's so like me. no self-esteem
Yet again,sighz :(

K,off to study. G'night!!!!

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Wish you were here


Im seriously lacking of the motivation and vibes to study.
The sight of Amaths turns me off totally.
Do yall even understand how i feel?
Dont.feel.good.
:(:

I choose to run away;

Hiiiii just came back from XiaoXuan place around 1 ++! Xx,hope you had a sweet 16th bday.
Karaoked,gambled a lil here and there and i friggin lost! Proclaimed BROKE now and i wonder where did i spend all my winnings on. Nise Nize.
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I came in 13th for xcountry and im not really satisfied with my achievment. From 3rd to 12th to 13th! Urghz,getting from bad to worst. Whats wrong with me?!
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I've 3 tests next week and i've yet to study for them. Fshit.
Found out quite a number of stuffs and was really shocked,surprised and disappointed at the same time.
Owells,humans are hard to understand and you might not know what's their real motive afterall.
Or maybe,you wont ever get to realise. HAHA.
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I need my sleep badly so toodlez!
& my classmate actua ask if i shaved my brows. WHAT THE Z_Z

G'nightyz.

Saturday, February 7, 2009

Happy 16th XiaoXuan!

Hope you enjoy your sweeeet 16! :)

AM GOING OUT SOON UPDATE LATER
BAIBAI! (8

Thursday, February 5, 2009

So near in my dreams;yet so far in reality

Hi people,how was your day?

Shiok day today,cuz we'd half-day for skO.Ol today. Went home after school & went "jamming". HAHA.
Miss Audrey Ng was there to teach me and i really appreciate that alot,THANKS alot ogay :D (I KNOW YOU'RE STALKING MY BLOG,MAJESTY!)
Glad that you dont mind my slow learning ability,HAHAZ (8
Cabbed to jurong point to look for the rest and we slacked at starbuckz,and we gambled,AGAIN. I won!!!! (4 Bucks) Z_Z & reached home around 9.
Im feeling so worn out again,i think maybe it's bcoz of me practicing so hard on the guitar today,HOR? :D
Awrightz,i need my energy for tmr's TRAINING then XCOUNTRY. I wanna get medalz!!!!!!
Luckzzzzzz to all!
;D









Im going on strong.....Determination,is all i need!

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Despair

Dont assure me if you cant be responsible for your words at the end of the day.
Cuz' it would be me suffering silently,while you're happy leading your new,afresh life.

Right,it's all bout my determination and mindset.
& no one even bothered to ask how's my backbone condition. So be it.
Bad night people.

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Worthless

If someday i'd become emotionally/physically stronger,it'll have been you triggering me in those days.
Fret not,i'll be proving you wrong for the decision you made in that moment of "infatuation".
Heh,g'night people & i wont be attending skO.Ol tmr! (8

Monday, February 2, 2009

Humans are Imperfect,yes

Yoohooooos! Damn bloody tired now,but am gonna do a quick update before i orh orhz!
Had match against Nanyang today. Expected,we lost. Coach came at the last min and i rather he not come.
But owells,everyone did fight for it right! But for me,i believe i can still do better!!!!! :) :) :)
Starbucks after that to crack my brain for Amaths then hommmie! Bruises all over me,machiam get into a fight like that.
4 STRAIGHT periods of maths tmr,tell me how to survive.
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Awrights,
Pictures for saturday:









I will stick to my stand!

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Dopey Dopez

Its 3ish in the morning now and my flenx just left my house not long ago.
I won 90+++ bucks(woohoo) and i bet im just THIS lucky,only for today. Hope i will continue being so lucky.
Sherlyn wong is currently still at my place and we're so gonna do some hardcore Amaths later on(My foot)
Both of us havent even started on our Amaths test,and im catching no ballz of it seriously. Deadshit prrrrrease :( :( :( !!!!
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Anyhooos,i got my brown vans sneakers. No regrets manzx :D
Shall update with pictures tmr ogay,shall catch some wink now.
Tell me humans are practical. Byez