School=suck ballz.

Someone,saveeee me from this dark whirlpool :"(

OKAY JUST SAY THAT IM WEAK.

I need a love remedy.

P/s: Tps say she is gna buy strepsils for me tomorrow

Fever,flu and cough.
:( im always letting my chances slip past me

Just finish my 10 laps,feel so accomplished now \m/

2 PAPERS DOWN ^^V

Gna go out and study now ciaozxzxzxzx

I wanna swim to the ocean TYVM.

Humans.....They're hard to unds after all :"(

I ruin my own chances....Fuck you,Rach.

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Anyhow,mid-years starts tomorrow.

Im an utterly screwed up girl.

& no one will ever knows why.....

4 months

Supzx people.
I had balls today.
Choices have Consequences.
:"(

Solitary.

Shut up,Girl

Supzx people. Within this short span of a week,lotsa things had happened and im getting out of my dismal state,n-o-w.I should stop wallowing in self-pity and of course,stop condemning myself!!! Life would get better and hella yes,LG:Life's Good :D Seeeeee,im grinning like an ass even when im eating ^.^
ANYHOW,caught 17 again with Faith & Val and the storyline was kinda cliche,expected it. But the content was somehow up to standard and i luvvvvv Zac Efron's blue eyes! Like chio only. KKKKK,met up with sherlyn eugene and rouvin then went pooling hahaha i own\m/my bloody ass then went gloria jeanz to chill for awhile then HOME MALI HOME. Awrightz,i swear im dead beat now. My shoulders are aching,my eyelids are on the verge of closing due to overwhelming fatigue!!! KKK,gna hit the sackz now and enjoy your weekends people ^^

Am i really okay? This recurring question has been spinning in my head since ystd :(

IDK WHY I LUV THIS PIC SO MUCH

Dew lei lo mo chao hai!!!!!!!!! :P :P :P

QUOTED BY ME"I LOOK LIKE A SHU NU HERE"

K,i know like wdf.

I attitude.

Devoid of Love

HI XINXIN IS BACK YO ^^V. Me is the smiling and krazy galzx again,enough of those emo nemo shizx,self-pitying and being nostalgic hehehez. & thankquezxzx sherlyn wong for your shoulder today and sorry eugene for always borrowing your baby!!!! ^.^ School was total crap and my biology test=gg.com. I forgotten everything that i memorised like wdf :( Starbuckz to mug after school and yadah,didnt really studied.

LG:Life's Good. K,pizz out.

Humans often do not do what they preach;

Behind the closed door,no one knows.......................... ithurtsjusthtatdeeply
Guess i'll just gotta get over all this,but somethings i guess i'll just never forget them :)

Tsk,i lead a boring life.

I had.......

lost to myself. knnbccb.fuckanyonewhotriestoscrewmylifeup

Meowz

I tear my heart open,and i sew myself shut.
Two word:Shit Life.

Everything that is happening and changing right now,it wrenches at my heart deeply,disheartening me,dashing away every lil surreal hopes of mine.

THANKS ALOT AND GOODBYE _ _

Your presence is like a solace............
:(

A night's thought

If you aint feeling good,im not feeling any better off.
I meant what i said :)

I've chose to given up at this point of time,cause i know this aint getting nowhere.

Emotional

Harrows people :(

I lost my wallet @ Rupee Room ystd.

& right now,im stuck at home on a public holiday.

Sibei buey song.

ANYHOW,thanks this biatch over here for acc-ing me to make a police report ^^

TINA,We're one suay cows :( Sighzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx :(

I'd merely less than 5 hours of sleep and my mum had to wake me up.

I swear im damn cranky now,please.dont.piss.me.off

Sorry that my blog's kinda dead nowadays.

Gave school a miss today as im not feeling well :( I've lost my appetite,shooootzx. & Yay,i slept from 8pm to 1030am! Ownz manzx \m/ Am gna continue my beauty sleep later! Sianzx,i've amaths test and ss test tmr but tell me how am i gna study in this state of mine. & our korean zhong aka sher-roach like happy only hor ^^ Gna attempt to study now ciaozxzxzxzx.

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Beyond words to describe

how i actually feel deep down...

"Rach....faster go study for your chem test la!"
"Okay okay,another 10 more minutes k."

Fshit, this is what i've been telling myself everytime when i attempt to study.

Some overdued pic during sports day!

I hate people who're judgemental.

A glimpse of hope

Life is a contradiction.

I WANT A FULL 12 HOUR SLEEP! :( But i doubt i will waste my precious time on sleeping. Contradicting eh.
Anyhoo ... just landed home from town. Met up with alson & co,poooo.oled & chilled at gloria jeans. The dare we played seriously made me laugh like hell. Luckily today i never kena until forfeit ^^

Sometimes,i just wish that my life will be a lil more happening than what's going on now.
I feel like a total loser,so screwed,forever leading this mundane life with no ups but downs. F

Afterall,i must not forget the fact that im so unappealing to others.
I wna play good guitar and good basketballl!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel so uncertain about my stand in this world.

Yea,im so green with envy. Buey song come __ why does it seems like the whole world is pissing me off and disappointing me at the same time :( I feel so unimportant cbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb!

It's Not Over

I havent been revising for the whole of this week and im turning in later as usual too:( This explains my weary look in class and i have the tendency to fall asleep in class for ONLY this week me is a good galzx ^.^ My results are like what the shitz and i merely passed my biology ...... & I cant catch a single balls about polynomials(???) and i've a level test next week nice one rachael :( Warraooo mid-years are like less than a month and i so need.to.buck.up!!!!! Someone prease kindly motivate me.

Audition was kinda screwed but forget bout it,we just gotta keep our fingers crossed now!!!
& it's frifrifridayyyyy tomorrow ^^ Yoooohooooo!



Nothing's going well for me in this life,everything seems so wrong,very wrong..... :( i'll just need to pray hard for now