Imma happy galz fr today cuz I finally shopped after so long :) Heeezzzzzz,sense of satisfication y'know. School has been very hectic and everyday when I reach home,I 10 pm automatically knock out. This is how draining school is. Owellllz,endure fr this yr only yehhhhh. My whole body is like friggin' hella aching and okeh,I wna sleep liaozzzzzzzzzzz :) NightZ and tmr Im gna hit da stadium fr some hxc chionging :D

Firstly,Im friggin' disappointed with myself. I dont know what has gotten over me,I can just miss open lay-ups fr the past two matches,not putting in my shots maybe due to overwhelming nervousness and not being able to defend my man well. Im just a sucky center who dont have the height,size not to mention bout the skills. Everytime I see my man scored a basket bcuz of my lousy defence,I feel like killing myself. How many balls did my man score today,maybe if my man didnt score those,we wouldnt have lost. I know I played like shit during the last quarter and really,it's not bcuz im worn out or what,it's just idk what happened to me suddenly. ah freak.

I know it's no use reproaching myself now,cause the least that I could do to amend for all these is to give my infinite effort fr the match on 8Feb. I pray that it's not gna be our last match,but our first match ahead to countless victories :) Nevertheless,it's imperative fr me to gain back the confidence that I once have. Lord,I need You.

Lastly,Im sorry mates. I failed to be a good center :(

It's not the end yet :)

To sum it all up,everything boils down to the word BAD today :( Today's match against huayi was definitely a bad loss,everyone is just simply not on form. But Im still proud that we managed to chase back the score from a gap of 15 to 4. Altho,it aint a victory but Im sure that if we played like how we play during the last quarter,victory will be ours fr the next two matches,yes ;) POSITIVE PEOPLE <: & not forgetting to trust in the Lord too.

Kinda disappointed with your thinking tho,this is definitely not the way to save yourself from all those awkwardness. I dont want things to end up this way,period.

I hate me.

On a brigher note,we won our first match.

4 more days

Thanks shandy :)

4 more days,Im feeling the tension........

I wish everyday could be spent like this :(

I dont want to studyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!

2nd

Yall are the best thing that has happened to me in my sec sch life :)

Im done with the 2nd week of school,and Im alr running out of breath. Had been having trng fr the past 4 days and no doubt,it's really draining all my energy away. Hope our hardwork pays off and it's better late than never rightttt :) To some of my mateys who are feeling rather demoralised and lacking of self-confidence,just train hard with the remaining time we've k,and believe that our hardwork during trng times will be paid off during the match. So,dont doubt your hardwork ogay and think POSITIVELY :) I know we can do it peeeps ^^
Amaths has become a part of me,Im facing it like everyday :( Hope Im getting the blardy hang of it.
& last but not least,congratz to my girls who scored well fr their O's. Im really happy fr yall and esp vans,you zai :)

Tomorrow=No Amaths,No Basketball~

Some overdued picz from the last night of 2009. Looking at those picz,I suddenly realised that how our small our clique had become in school. 13 people reduced to 5 people now,how sad. & I also realised that our lots aint as easy as what it seems to be. Am.beginning.to.feel.the.tension. But on the contary,Im quite excited too.

Ogayyyyyy. Guess we just have to make the best out of the time we're left with now :) :) :)

Luckz to those who're getting back their results tomo!!!! And on a side note,I hartz banana milk ^^

First week

Harrowz people,the first week of school is finally over and Im extremely glad. Really cant wait for O's to be over LOL even tho Jan isnt over yet!!!! Wellz,all I can do is to just study hard for now yeh yeh yeh and of cuz,shut my mind off unnecessary thoughts too. Guess this is God's will afterall so as to keep me off distractions and of cuz,moulding me now fr better things in future,amen :) Guess I will really really pull up my sockz this yr to get into the course I want. I know I've been revolving around the topic of I will really really study hard and yeah,I know I failed to do so. K just buck upppp rach :) & warning: never ever sit beside tinaho in class! She totally luvs to sabotage me,always make me kena scolded. && today when I was sleeping in SS class,the teacher woke me up and I claim that I was thinking HAHAHA. Damn funny and I couldnt stop laughing. Oh and the lots for B div are out!!!! Really hope we can make it fr our last yr!!!!!!!!!
Im srsly damn worn out now thanks to today's trng and idk why,my cheeks are burnt!!!

Boys like Girls is coming to town on the 28th Jan and I so desperately want to go fr their concert :( $$$$ is the main concern and apparently,Im peniless now. I tried my very best to scrimp and save every cent that I have fr this week but to no avail :( Hopeless ttm.

I sucks,life sucks too. I listen to The Great Escape when Im emotional.

Luv my style? ;)

Everything is screwed up. Tell me how to continue from here.

02/01/2010

Hartz all <3