Rach Rants

It really sucks to be me.

To sum it up,today is one of the worst day of my life. My whole morning was spent being overwhelmed with guilt,fretting over other people's problem,self-reproaching and feeling uper screwed. But when I come to think about it now,I just think that people really needa reflect on their own actions and be true to their words. And I always had to find out some ugly facts that can really fuck my day up. Was scolded like HELLA by coach during trng. I really need to wake up,I know I hadnt perform really well for the past 3 matches and Mon's the last chance to prove myself. I dont wna regret and I really hope that I wont disappoint coach and most imptly,myself.

On a side note,tmr's X-Country. I know I can make it to my desired position with You around :)
Totally pysched fr X-country!!!!!! Heeez,im enthu muizzzzz :D

& I dont wna think no more. I'll stop hoping,now.